No sleep for the weary

When I sat down here earlier, I thought I was very tired. Thought I would make a quick post and get some rest. Guess what, I am no longer sleepy. This sucks!!! Oh well, haven't been getting that much rest lately anyhow. Too many things going on. Trying to get Mike to his mother's, things at work, and of course the personal things that somehow still seem to occupy my thought process. I have been trying very hard to get some things out of my thought process. You know my motto. No regrets, lessons learned, move on. For some reason, I am having a real problem living that motto this time. First time that has ever happened. You have no idea how much time you have to think when you are sitting on a tractor all day with no one else around. Solitude in it's finest form. I used to have someone I could talk to in times like these but they have decided to remove themselves from my life. I don't care to discuss why, it's their choice and I will accept it and live with it. I really didn't do so well with it in the beginning but after much thought, especially in the past day or so, I have decided to let go as best I can. I don't know where life's path will take me next, but I suppose we will see. Hey John, that still doesn't make Oklahoma an option, although at this point it is a thought. Just don't really see it happening.

A quick thought. For those of you who know my father, you know he is deathly afraid of snakes. He stopped by the field I was mowing in last evening and I asked him to move a bit of debris next to a brush pile. He moved two pieces and ran into 3 snakes. Needless to say, he was done. He told me to just mow around it or move it myself. I really thought he was going to have to head home to change after the last snake came running out, but he made it out ok.

PS..The stars were beautiful last night. Not a cloud in the sky, there were too many stars to count.

Have to try and get some rest now.

Goodnight all.